- Last Activity:
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- Birthday:
- May 16, 1984 (Age: 40)
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- Occupation:
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mack
Active Member, Male, 40, from CT
Frustrated Virgin Mar 12, 2017
- mack was last seen:
- Apr 24, 2017
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About
Well, I'm a virgin as my status says.
hehe I thought it was clever.
Anyway, I view myself as a virgin. I've only been with a women once, but I was a completely disgusted with the person. I only did it to get rid of the "virgin" label.
Here comes the sob story:
As a small child, I had a small hearing impediment. Because I had trouble hearing and speaking I was viewed as different. Coming from an ultra-strict religious background didn't help me blend well with the public. I've never had friends. I would seldom hang out with others and never felt any connection or investment. This started my life of seclusion and detachment. Although having not fiends sucks, I like to think that this background cultured a intellectual outlet as my IQ is 140. Not insanely high, but not bad either. Then I attended a religious college where my seclusion habits worsened. In this environment I feel I was emotionally abused as I was told multiple times each day over the span of 5 years of how I was EVIL. For years after I graduated, I thought I was unfit for a women. Now, I"m Agnostic, but I sit outside the crowd and look in. I wish to be a part of a relationship, but always find some way to sabotage it before anything even begins. Self doubt and self-worthlessness are constantly my companions. Sometimes I cry because I just want to be with someone.Interact
