Wow, I think this is the toughest choice I have had to make in my life...letting go of something. So I went on a ghost hunt to Malvern Manor and got touched by something not of this world, I literally was unresponsive and had trouble breathing. It was a very emotional experience. I have felt a shift in the energy for sometime, telling me to let go and walk through the open door, I was holding back not wanting to give up on my past, but can now see it was hindering me from moving forward. I have had an amazing time with you all and met many amazing ladies and gentleman. However, the team leader for the paranormal investigation group I was with Oct. 26th spoke and sensed some things about me that were validated today by another person I trust and respect. So I wanted to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for all you have done for me and the kindness and caring you gave me. To Dennis Hof (Rest in Love) thank you for opening your place up to me and making me feel like one of the family. To Suzette: Thank you for your wise words of advice you have given me and the hospitality you have shown me. To all the ladies current, past and those I never met: Thank you for your kindness, and putting up with me. I love each and everyone of you. To the gentleman I have had the honor of meeting: It was an honor and a pleasure. I have deactivated my old twitter... I have no idea if this is goodbye is forever, but I need to embrace the changes coming in my life and step through the door and embrace the fullness of the new me. Much love to you all Jeremy aka Grizzly